It's been a long time since i'm doing all the house chores alone...

Fiuuuh~ tired but satisfying, and i'm glad my lit bro being a good kid at the time like this.
He never complain at my cooking (not becos i'm a bad cook) but surprisingly he eat anything i made *happy*.
He also obediently listening to what i say ,that's... rare~
*another point for him*

It's been over a week since i lost my cell phone, and i haven't buy a new one!!!
It's a miracle that i actually survive without it!!
Cell phone is part of by body, i sleep, i wake up and take a bath with it LOL~
Becos of this (lately known as my new ability) i heard a lot of 'who are you?' comment from my friend hahahaha..even my family worried and suspected that I'm having a financial problem for not buying this thing ASAP.

So, Yesterday (after a whole week research) i went to buy a new one, but the color i want is not available >.<

Well, guess i could bear for another days ...

I ordered NEWS DVD yesterday!! Yaaaay \(^^\) / (/^^)/ I was worry since NewS been busy these day, but now …fufufu ^3^ I’m so easy to pleased.   

THANK YOU SO MUCH JOHNNY-SAN!  *hug Johnny-san*

Having a credit card is convenience ne..?, online shopping can be done in a blink LOL…although I’m still afraid of the consequences, what can I say? I’m a woman.

 

Last night I just coming back from a very long trip ^^; 570 km trip by car. It’s been a tradition on Eid ul-Fitr that after the end of the Islamic month of Ramadan usually people from big cities back to their hometown; it’s called mudik in Indonesia. Since my grandma from my father’s side still alive, we prefer to spend our holidays on her house (small city in a mountain). Becos there’re so many son & grandchildren arrive, we sleep in sardines position ^o^;. what a warm family, too warm I guess~ but I dun have to worry about that since I’m staying at the hotel, ha ha ha.

I luv mudik, even though the results is my butt sore, and my neck is hurt becos I always sleep during the trip, while the boss (my dad) driving in peace. We prefer SUV for the trip, I could bring anything I want, all I have to do is throwing it to the car LOL. We never take the plane for mudik, although the trip would be short (2 hours) but it would be trouble some once we get there, there’s no taxi and also the public transportation operation time only until 6PM.

Now I already back but I’m kinda miss them already~

Tadaimaa~ home sweet home!!
Today is a labour job, I hate inspection >.<. the warehouse is so far from my office, it’s hot and now my legs are numb. Where those massage machine when I need it? Becos I’m ticklish (badnews for my future hubby *lol*) I can’t stand people massaging me, even with my mom. That’s why I neeeeed those machine…

I'm speechless...this post just a part of my self who really concern & worry about what happening today
This morning i heard a shocking news about bombing in Ritz-Carlton and J.W. Marriott, Jakarta, Indonesia, my beloved country.

NOT AGAIN!! What they thinking?? Coward! I feel sorry for those victim, i really am.
i'm not being my self today, it feels weird writing this but,

I must say i am sad, very very sad. My country already had bad reputation since 'Bom Bali' incident a few years ago plus some bombing incident after that. Damn, we've been through so many trouble because of them. In reality we're still live in peace, is not 'that' bad~ even if the whole world suspect us. And international opinion are scary sometimes you know >.< it seem like we're live in jeopardy.
 
Aaah~ i dont know what to say, all i know that after those incident i'm still having a good life here, it's like nothing happen, i swear..

Now once again those freakin stupid bomber made our country looks like a mine farm. WTF?? Have you done enough??

I can't believe i missed Shonen Club last night, arrgh..i've been waiting for this a whole week, i don't really watched SC unless the show is interesting.
I was THERE! in front of TV since 6pm but don't know it would begin 1 hour earlier from the usuall schedule (the menu said it was 8.10pm) so i booked the program a that time.
What make me pissed was (i checked later) the schedule on NHK web actually mentioned that SC is one hour earlier, but why oh why on my cable tv menu didn't!!? Darn, i thought last night was my best night ever becos all the man in the house were gone so i'm free and i can watch SC alone in peace.

huhuhu..next time i should double checked it first!!!

i didn't expect i would find something like this in my late grandma's house !!! It's like a treasure ..!!!

And yess, It's a YASHICA !! i believe it was manucfatured around 50s?? 60s?? Naah~ no idea, the point is this dude is old.
Using 6x6 35 mm film. I heard that there's two version of lens for this camera, 3 element (Yashikor) and 4 element (Yashinon) glass. And luckily this thing has the Yashinon one which is supposed to be more superior, ^^ ohohoho..

Anyway antique always interesting.., the reflection you'll see for this camera is reverse. So the left and right position of the object are switched. My dad said that if we don't get use to this, we can add another lens to switch the reflection to normal just like ordinary camera.

Even though this camera is old, the condition is perfect, i just need to brush it or take it to the camera shop to clean the lens. i know the picture quality isn't that good, the pic isn't to focus on the side of the film so the edge of the pic will apprear a little blur. But still, the pic looks classy...not to mention that the camera it self is pretty ^^



Okay..i took the pic with my cellphone, but the camera is pretty isn't it? Maybe i wouldn't use it for real (the film is expensive) and i'm not that expert at these thing but it's worth it as a collection. 

Found something like this make me remember that my grandparents used to have a gramaphone too. Where's it now?? Since both of my grandparents passed away i did'nt remember one of my cousins have claimed that. Or maybe they didn't know?  
I'll be happy to 'take care' of  that before those precious antiques become a junk. Nooo~ 

'Oh dear grandma & granpa, let me possess that gramaphone..you know that i'm good at take care of things, right?'
ha ha..

What the hell am i doing at this hour?? maybe i should asking my self WHY i brought back my work in the first place??
Damn my 'perfectionist'  side, i can't stand to leave it even a day becos i sweeeeear that this 'mountain of trouble' is calling to be done by me LOL..

I  was accidentally open a pandora box last week..(damn again my perfectonist side, from all of people why ME?), but the difference  is 'this' pandora box doesn't has a 'hope' inside! . When will it over ~  *searching  my massage machine*





 

Tday my friend texted me about our junior high school reunion. Honestly i miss them (well..not all of 'them'). But i realized that certain people don't wanna come if certain people will come. Hahahah.. that's coming from the people that used to bully others.

My junior high time were colorfull, i was like seeing the world for the first time, in a short amount time. Many things to do, met my first luv, so curious about everything, hang out a lot and so on. But my Jr also my worst school experience.

My Jr 's boys & gals was full of bitches, and they were my friends ^^ from elementary school ; . Becos i was  join council student and i'm the discipliner  div. they really gettin on my nerves a lot. LOL. They teased me a lot for my plain look, i can't wear 'too obvious and make people jelaous' shoes, and my skirt was too normal for their standard. And i enjoyed they begged me for their confiscated property ^^ , sometime the head council student doubted if i were a fine discipliner. 'Too close to ur enemy', she said..ha ha ha. They like to be a bitch becos they think it's a cool image (damn they really cool) and taking controll over people, they bully people as they want. Just becos they more pretty a bit, or the way she walk and many other stupid reasons.  

But troublesome still troublesome. I had to deal with police once when someday they beat up one arrogant (at least that what they think) student and end up with crack bone here and there. Of course his parent got mad and sue them, since they're still minor so they just got suspension for a week.  Not even a  day after the punishment  they told me that they 're going on vacation! All of them. Sometimes i wonder if they were a plain stupid or just a free minded. I luv their free spirit but i learn later when i was highschool that their life had become pathetic.

I enrolled a different school and quiet far from our old Jr's teritory so i didn't hear from them a lot. That time cellphone or email not that popular yet. Even if i have, i don't know theirs. Highschool life definitely washed them up. Died becos OD, drop out and not a single school want to accept them, being pregnant but don't know who's the guy. For them who had a rich parent  were still lucky. They could buy image and friends but they can't buy the time that they waste. Once they know you're a loser, you no longer the great.

Now, i wonder if the rest of them would come? they were great and feared once but now ...everybody is an adult. Plain student not as cowardly as before and more people become pretty. I'm afraid this reunion will become sour and made them more loser than they are if they come. Looks like some people still hold a grudge. Yabaiii....


 

Yaaay ^.^ v
Finally, today i received my Koi no ABO cd !!
I have some 'tradition' with my friend that everytime there's a NewS stuffs we're take turn to ordered by made contact with some japanese friend and take care the bill while the rest just transfer the money. This time is not my turn so, when i'm seeing her today, cho cho ureshi~  

The cd's is perfectly in a good condition when she gave me. When i get home and opened up the package, and my cd case has a CRACK!! SHOCKKINGGU >.<
It must be becos i was running as fast as hell when i tried to avoid the heavy rain with my poor stupid umbrella. I forgot that inside my jumbo bag there's a lunch box, hair comb, make up case, coin purse etc. Now who's the stupid one? hahaha...
I know it just the cd case, but still shocking ^^ becos i haven't pop up the cherry ...err i mean i haven't torn the plastic yet...

With these i declared 'Koi no abo cd' as the first crack cd case i ever had..LOL

Seriously i never have a crack cd case before...i'm tidy. Not just cd, all my colection like stamps or Coca Cola can series (i luv Coca Cola) are in good condition. 

WHY i have to deal with this kind of situation? Sometimes it made me think that the word 'girls heart is made of glass' also suitable for a boys too (I stole the word from Akira ^^)

For a girl i guess It's usuall to have some boyfriend, but sometime when we get close to them some of them thought that we treat him special and they start to become..hmm what it is...big headed? Oh please, he's not the only male friend i have!! Why should i report him when i get home?? why can't i have my own life? many time i tried to tell him (with joking) like 'who are you?' but still trying to be polite so i don't have to ruined our friendship. 

He often changes the topics about the girls he like and of course I don't want to be over confidence becos I already know his feeling BUT coming to my house from another town (2-3 hours trip) at night (FOR GOD SAKE!! I already worn out from work) just to see me with a lame excuse like this:
'Do you have new mp3s music? I’m bored'
That’s SOOO OBVIOUS AND STUPID (okay I know peoples in love are sometimes stupid). What I hate the most is the part when the boy stubbornly denial his own feeling and at the same time he acting like my boyfriend, and disturbing my private life. And when I want to clarify what he want and why he's become so annoying lately...he said casually for the name of fucking friendship like this:  

You Are a Cougar

You have more strength than most people, and with it, the ability to inflict a lot of harm. Your power gives you confidence, and you find leading others to be easy. You believe that you need to the best, and you are very driven to excel. Most people immediately admire you, but some people feel very envious of your abilities.

What kind of animal is Cougar anyway?? @.@ 

No idea....

ha ha ha *googling*
 

i'm belong to green & red??
Two colors?

Hahaha..the last statement make me sound selfish ^^
No waaay, actually i'm the opposite

 i saw bamboobranch  post ^^ , so i give it a shot...

Quiz result, About ME:

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties. 
(Yes..yes.., i am the walking organizer, plan maker, peace maker or whatever of the group)

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
(true, but i'm still prefer smart boys with looks ^^)

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship. 
(No comment)

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates. 
(LOL, that's why i also find my self  reject  plenty of them, straightfowardness....i guess)

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can. 
(thanks for papa who always providing me with a loooot of books ^^)

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life. 
(more precisely for an interesting job)

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying. 
(for now on my motto is 'You Can Do It' maybe it will soon become ''Beat the others!!'  LOL)

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear. 
(No no no..., i'm quite confindent about myself that's why i always feel comfortable with everything i have. What make me concerned about my image is not because of what i wear but because of what they think they know but they don't and made them talking about me behind my back which is turn out to be a gossip. Girls are mean~)

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
(I'm a good listener and advicer thanks for those shoujo manga ^^ . But i'm bad at conveying my problem, if i have a serious problem i always give a 'i'm fine and i'll tell u later' aura)


Well not bad, but at least help me to evaluating my self. Creating an LJ could be a way to help me conveying my self, the real me, the crazy me and the imperfectness me which are i'm glad that i have all of those. It's a prove that i'm just a human.. ^o^
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I hate my co worker!

If he asking me for a favor, could he please at least give me the details??  
I knew sometimes I heard his conversation over the phone (I can't help...he is sitting in front of me) but doesn't mean I understand the whole story.

Yesterday he's gone for a business trip, and I received a docs addressed to him/me. He didn't say anything about these docs but since he's gone, I took the initiative to open it; I scanned and mailed it to him. I also said that these docs had a lot of mistakes, so want him to check it again.
He didn't reply my mail nor call me; I thought maybe the meeting wasn't over yet. Then I called him at lunch, he said 'noted, I’ll call u back'. I waited till noon, no mail, no call. I even called him but 'it's out of range'. So I assumed he already took care of it.
 
Today he said to me that our boss got mad at him and he said to me why I didn't do this or that? And bla bla bla…
WHAT?? And he said in a very calm tone as if he saying 'it can't help because you didn't know'. It pissed me!! When I defend myself he even said that 'I told you yesterday'. Told me what? He didn't say anything else!! I talked to him only 20 secs.
 
Of course my boss didn't scold me, but my co worker acted like he's taking my place and responsible for my mistake. Damn him, it was his responsibility and his mistake. And I’m not even his damn assistant!! I’m willing to help him but don’t stab me like this!
 
I really hate him for this, he's one of my close friends at work and he such a good friend but I hate his guts. He always likes this...
 
 

 

My first fic, I wrote it yesterday ..
English isn’t my first language. Sorry if I messed up here & there.


Title : Rivalry
Pairing : Tegomass
Genre : Crack
Rating : G
Summary : Massu vs Tinny  ?? 
Disclaimer : unfortunately they’re not mine



( And the winner goes to.... ^.^ / )
 

it's late...but i decided to create a LJ
(yay me....^o^)